Six Four Zero

In SIX months I will be turning FORTY !!

I'm just absolutely dreading that birthday.

I wanted to accomplish a lot by that day … and now … I feel that these last TEN years were just a waste of time … I should have done things … but I didn't.

I do want to mention … this whole dread … has much to do career wise.

I also want to have traveled the world.
I also want to have been a homeowner by now.

I'm sad.
Sad.
Sad.
Sad.