15 years ago my dad had a heat attack and died.
Today I went to an earlier mass, to say a little prayer for him, to say a little prayer for my family.
I had gone to the library afterwards to get two books that I put on hold. I've been waiting for both of them to finally be available for checkout. One of them is titled Time Of My Life ... which has an interesting storyline about the main character having a meeting with LIFE .. and the changes she needs to make in hers to be a happier person.
Afterwards ... I had gone to Starbucks ... this gnat was constantly flying in front of my computer monitor ... while I was job searching. I had a thought that maybe it was my dad ... giving me a sign.
Maybe I should be concentrating on all the important things I wanted to do.
So I just let that gnat fly around me ... until it just disappeared. On to another customer??
Anyways ... I miss you Dad. Very much still.
