And Another Sign

Something happened today at work that just got me .... I can't even really describe my feelings .. but it seems to be a sign that maybe ... its time ... to really ... really ... do what I have to do.

I want to do more.
I need to do more.
I want to do what I really want to do.

It has come to a point where I've had discussions with co-workers that we are just lucky to have a job, but not really happy ... happy ... but not ... really happy.

I want to count my blessings, but what I really want is ... my bliss.

I might have to wait for a third sign ... and it will all make more sense to me.

Jesus Christ !! It's already December 2014

I cannot believe it is already the last month of the year !!!

If I made any resolutions ... none of them were kept ... NONE !!

I wish I went on some kind of exciting adventure this year .. but NO ... no grand Europe adventure this time.

I don't know what has happened to me.  I feel like I've lost some motivation to do things and I'm just letting the day pass by .. thinking ... tomorrow will be another day to do this and that, I don't have to do anything now.

I've got to do something ... more ... more before the year is over.